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Sunday, 05 July 2009

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    Lilith Fair, Vol. 2
    By Various Artists
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    Roxy

      Friday morning my cat Roxy passed away sometime between 11:30 and 12:00 . We don't really know what caused her to die , it's a bit of a mystery. I had taken her for her appointment to get fixed Wednesday and they had her stay Thursday night too because her temperature was a bit low and her heart was acting a bit weird. So they monitored her a bit and when Friday came her temperate was back up to normal but her heart was a lot quieter. To my understanding when the vet was drawing blood from her she collapsed and so they gave her some medication for her heart and had to give her some type of CPR and then she just passed away.. They tried everything they could which is comforting but it's all very strange because she was only a little over a year old . Our theories are that she either has some underlying condition that we didn't know about or she had either a bad reaction to the medications they were giving her or she just didn't recover well from the surgery.  I know I am completely shocked and saddened .
       I don't know if we will get another cat , if we do it won't be for awhile . I do have another cat at home (Emy) but it's just not the same though because I was really attached to Roxy .
      I will really miss her .
      

     

Sunday, 14 June 2009

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    Challengers
    By The New Pornographers
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    Uniqueness is everything that I am


         I am different and enjoy being so but I have noticed that people don't like "different" or uniqueness. That's like the other night I was watching " What Not To Wear " and I wonder how people can watch this crap . I watch It just hopeing that someone would stand up to those two bastards and tell them off. Seriously I get so emotional watching that show because I hate seeing someone's uniqueness and  beauty being trampled on by two shallow morons who think they know about "true beauty". Shows like this shows how obesessed our society is about being popualar and fitting in. It's very sad :(  I am glad that I am not that way because I have never wanted to fit in , ever. I enjoy my quirkiness and seriously like being weird . It's great because I don't have to hide behind some mask that others seem to put on.
     I also know as  christians we are called to be different which is sweet for me because I am already different so yay I have two wins Seriously though Jesus use to hang out with those who society rejected because he loved them when no one else did. I think Christians forget at times who we are called to be and only hanging out with other christians because non christians are evil is stupid thinking. Haha I am being dramatic for a reason because we can be so dumb at times. Thats like listening to only christian music because secular music might cause your children to do drugs and have sex..haha just kidding though there are people who actually think that..yeah stupid . I actually listen to more secular music than christian because I am sorry but alot of christian music sucks. I have particualar genre's that I like , like Alternative,Indie,Punk,Emo,New Wave,Art Rock,Classic Rock,Industrial..etc and Christian music just doesn't have a good variety. Now there are some amazing Christian rock bands that I like but anything other than rock ,nope not much.
     Anyways off the subject..gosh I am ADD..lol
     Different is a very good thing and "Normal" is overrated anyways. Hey Jesus thinks I rock and my husband loves me so guess what that's all that matters :) I could care less what other people think of me .
    Now some pictures that represent "Uniqueness"( I find a lot of cool pics on the net)
         

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

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    Transparent
    By LaRue
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    Life is what you make of it.

    I have been trying to decide what I want to go back to school for because I want some sort of career because I hate staying at home . I respect those who are stay at home moms but for me ,no deff not. I am a feminist and I feel like so many christian women or women in general are pressured to stay at home. Also if a woman has a career she is neglecting her family and blah blah blah. I hate that ! It's utter bull &^%. It's the 21st century for goodness sake , not 1951! I am lucky that I have a husband that lets me choose what I want to do , weather I want to stay at home or have a career. I don't know yet what I want to do (yeah I know I'm 22 years old and still have no clue) especially in this economy there is just not many jobs available. Plus I am extremely picky when it comes to jobs because for one I am bi - polar and that can make things difficult not only for me but for people that I work with. So I want a job that is fairly low key and slow paced. I thought about going to school for either a Library Technical agree or a Mortuary Science degree and both those jobs seem to be pretty low key and I think I would probably do well.( I would get an art degree but I feel like going to school for it would mess me up. I am too rebellious and usually don't follow art assignments because I like to do my own thing . Art teachers frown upon that..lol). Those degree are also two year programs which is another plus because I don't want to go to a 4 year school. Anyways so hopefully in the fall I will sign up for some classes at ivy tech and I will be taking it slow because I don't know if I would be able to handle a full load or at least at this moment.
       Also for those of you who are wondering we are not going to have kids for awhile or at least not for a couple of years . Dang I don't want to kids right away because there is so much I want to do first , both of us. Like I want to get a degree of some sort .( I would still pursue one even if we did have a kid) I also am going to be a career mom or maybe a part time career mom in the beginning , I don't know yet.
    I have no idea what God has in store for us but all I got to do is trust in him. He knows me and my heart. He knows that I am an extremely stubborn individual too and very independent. I know for one that he has more for me then staying at home . I don't know yet what it is but I have to remember that he is in control and that I can't do things by my own will. I need him and I can't live without him.Plus I have a wonderful husband who is discovering things just as I am . We are both on this journey together . I thank God that he gave me a husband that is amazing and gentle . Life is interesting at times and tends to throw a lot of curve balls but I enjoy it because God is good :)

Wednesday, 06 May 2009

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    (What's the Story) Morning Glory?
    By Oasis
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    Hatred & Racism = Stupidity

     I just recently watched a documentary on native Americans and it was heart wrenching. What people did to them when America was first developing was terrible. Some of our ancestors pretty much wiped them out because of their  stupid prejudices and hate. They saw them as less than human and treated them as such. Now don't get me wrong there were also plenty of good people who helped and  befriended the Native Americans but sometimes evil overshadows the good deeds of others which is a terrible thing. 
      Here is a tidbit from Wikipedia about the trail of tears during the Cherokee removal period in the 1800's.

    Trail of Tears

    Cherokees were displaced from their ancestral lands in northern Georgia and the Carolinas in a period of rapidly expanding white population. Some of the rapid expansion was due to a gold rush around Dahlonega, Georgia in the 1830s. Various official reasons for the removal were given. One official argument was that the Cherokee were not efficiently using their land and the land should be given to white farmers. Others suggest that President Andrew Jackson's reasons for this removal policy were humanitarian. Jackson said that the policy was an effort to prevent the Cherokee from facing the fate of "the Mohegan, the Narragansett, and the Delaware".[22] However there is ample evidence that the Cherokee were adapting modern farming techniques, and a modern analysis shows that the area was in general in a state of economic surplus.[23]


    The Cherokee were to bring their grievances to U.S. judicial review that set a precedent in Indian Country. In June 1830, a delegation of Cherokee led by John Ross defended Cherokee rights before the U.S. Supreme Court in the Cherokee Nation v. Georgia case. In the case Worcester v. Georgia, the United States Supreme Court held that Cherokee Native Americans were entitled to federal protection from the actions of state governments which would infringe on the tribe's sovereignty. Worcester v. Georgia is considered one of the most important decisions in law dealing with Native Americans.

    Despite the Worcester v. Georgia ruling in their favor, nearly all those in the Cherokee Nation were forcibly relocated westward to the Ozark Plateau in 1838-1839, a migration known as the Trail of TearsNunna Daul Tsunny (Cherokee:The Trail Where They Cried) and by another term Tlo Va Sa (Cherokee:The Tragedy). This took place during the Indian Removal Act of 1830, although as of 1838, the Cherokee were the last large southern Indian tribe to be removed. Even so, the harsh treatment the Cherokee received at the hands of white settlers caused some to enroll to emigrate west.[24] As the Cherokee were slaveholders, they took enslaved African Americans with them west of the Mississippi or in Cherokee .

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    I also just recently watched Hotel Rwanda which is another movie that really moved me. I just can't believe all the injustice that goes on in world because of hatred and prejudice ! It's sickening to me because to me the whole idea of racism is absolute stupidity . To me there is only one race THE HUMAN RACE. I don't believe in the whole race thing because of the color of one's skin. We are all the same , equal. Christ died for every man , woman and child who has lived and whoever will live. Racism breaks my heart and I absolutely hate it. I have never understood why someone could hate another human being just based on the color of one's skin. Human beings have caused so many monstrosities over the centuries because of racism and hatred. How could people be so evil and lose sight of eternity ? It's because we are a fallen world and because of the first fall we will be a world of suffering until Christ's return. But until then individually we can stand for whats right and  just . We have the power to stop hatred and prejudice in it's tracks because of Christ.



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